Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Ever Tried Everything is Working against You?

I love the day starting with all kinds of challenges. Even the most familiar software I had been working with for more than 12 months turned against me. It just simply does not work right after the moment. What else can I expect?

Busy with finishing up this report that I had been pondering for a month and tried to get my ideas through language and mathematics to my supervisor, now it seemed to me more than clear that I cannot wrap it up before this.

Welcome back to NORMAL life. Anyone who knows about my story said this to me. But, with all the stuff that had been getting so used to turnning me down, I doubt whether I had been back to normal, or promoted to a new level of abnormal.

Anyway, there is no way to inspect or guess what will happen next and living in uncertainty has long time been my dream of a young girl. Then, since there is no chance for me to be a wandering singer's lover, I still got the opportunity to be myself and wander, physically or mentally, by myself.

Exile to unknowns, back to softwares and give them a tender look to salvage the unfinished work. :) My destiny and fate.